This is my initial online video, and has photos of suicide and self-hurt, oh and is kinda depressing,Oh this online video is really designed by me not Amyxlee66
My Mystery Existence Of Depression
This is my initial online video, and has photos of suicide and self-hurt, oh and is kinda depressing,Oh this online video is really designed by me not Amyxlee66
ow! You really took something strong out of me…I wish you could have met someone like me always waiting for true love to come
like ur vid a lot
God is real nd if u jst pray nd hld on to him he will mak d pain go away he loves u nd he wants u to kno dat listen to she cries out by kutless
me 2;( 3 years of depression, my parents find out and within a week they believe my fake smile…………once again::: doesnt it look believable? 😀 Well its not real. nobody will ever save me or help me one day ull find me dead n say oh look isnt she the happy perfect gurl from school?
Please look up this video Jesus really does heal depression if you Call on his name in sincerity search for him ( And you shall seek me, and find me, when you shall search for me with all your heart.) He saved me I LOVE JESUS HE IS THE ONE AND ONLY SUPER HERO HE DIED FOR YOU BUT HE ROSE FROM THE DEAD AND IS WAITING FOR YOU HE IS OUTSIDE THE DOOR LET HIM HIM search "Jesus cures depression" he cured mine i am a changed man he can do the same for you if you only believe and search for him (bible)
evanscene
Awwwwe. :'(
What do I do this girl just said that I'm ugly as fuck
This is sick. But I guess it's real for a lot of you. I've been mildly depressed but nothing like that. So maybe I've never really been depressed. My cousin killed himself. A girl I knew did too. Life will end soon enough for all of us. No need to speed it up. If you are ready to die you have nothing to lose. Try skydiving, I've done it. Volunteer for some experimental drug like HIV vaccine. Go scuba diving. Get a dog. Good luck to you!
I know how u feel,Ive been there.Currently in the same position..again.u do have to think of others.especially the ones that are closest,Because everytime u hurt urself u hurt them;cuttingand suicide arent the answer and i am just now coming to grasp that. try being more understanding of her opinion on her best friend cutting herself.She just cares thats all.u would feel the same way if u were in her shoes..i started writing in a journal and drawing,it helps express and get out what i can not.
My best friend says she feels bad for me but when she saw my cuts she said you need to think about me . I was so angry and let down because she used to be the only person who could help me. Now I just think no one cares and I have to face this alone
Explains exactly how I feel
totoly can relate
This is how I feel no one care they ask am I okie and I say yea sure I wanna die I don't wanna be here anymore my life hurts and no one cares but when I cut myself people ask why did u do that I did it cuz I hate my life and no one will help me so wtf am I here for I tried to kill myself 3 times and FAILED ima try one more time ONE and it's gonna work!!!!!!!!!
I have learned that it,s the SECRETS that will kill you..torture your soul slowly ..I didnt want to live..but i was scared to die..Fear is the worst drug known to man..It,s also the biggest Lie that could ever be told…There was a time i couldnt look in a mirror..Cuz I SECRETLY hated who i was..I Thank GOD For Freeing me..I am slave to no one or anything that wil tear me apart to the point i cant find my way back…Real Talk from my Heart….
@eMoknifes dont do it, you are more than that, please message me if you need to talk im on all the time x
as life goes on it gets better, i cut i have tried to kill mysellf, i have suicide thoughts, but all you need to do is look deep down and find that part of you that wants to live to see the future x
Im a cutter like alot of u and im know wat its like, i know the pain u guys and girls r goin through, im here to talk to if u need someone im not a judgemental dick like alot of ppl i rlly do care
I am a cutter .
no one understands me i have tried to kill myself 24 times i tried to hang myself
my parents are trying to put me in the hospital to be watched 24/7 because i cant stop cutting myself i lied to them that i stoped but i cant it feels so good
@h2ogurl1234 If ya want to talk to someone(other than your psychologists who understands) you can talk to me. I know how you feel. </3
this is how i feel and do all the time at school i make knots and hang rope and get scissors and cut my rist and arm by drawing stuff aswell.
I know exactly how that feels I'm depressed I have psychologists but they just make things worse one of these days I'll be gone
@couleurpourlecorp It kinda is, no one knows who made it so if u ever passed them in a store or somthing, u wouldnt supesct a thing 🙂
@83Mysterio yeah same here…
@NightmareZ3Z
omg u so can x
@83Mysterio
yea they come and go,if only it stays that way.
good luck.
greets
I don't want to show or tell people how I feel sometimes. I have had suicide thoughts for 5 years or more. Like on and off. Sometimes I get them almost every day and often not because of anything. They just come.
this actually makes me think of the pain more because i think of what goes on around me everyday im stepped on 24/7 . And im starting to completly feel alone on this im just empty with fake feelings fakes smiles fake laughs just fake my bodys a shell…
i feel so……broken
sometimes i feel like i can't tell anyone how i feel im afaid to let people in cuz once i do they'll hurt me i always put up a front fakes smiles and i try to pretend i'm ok when i not i hate feeling like this but i feel like i cant stop i try to fight it off but it nver seems to work the pain cames and it feels likes its taking over my body and pretty soon there will be nothing left of my but my tears and my blood i hav shed i pretend that im happy and that im fine but deep down im dying
depression sucks i hate it i hate the pain yet i feel its a part of me i know how bad how strong it can become i si for over 10 yrs i try suicide and now im just fighting to be happy and helpin others if you ever need to talk to someone who understands you im here remember that u may feel alone but ur not we are here for you
if you do need some one to talk to message me im a good listener. even though you may not no me its still nice to talk to some one.
depression is my delicious torment, let some one close to you no how you feel it helps alot to no there someone there for you
i feel like that
this is pretty cool like. I don't ever want anyone to feel the way i do but from this vid i gather were quite simular 🙁